Hi…… Sexy readers, this is Arshi again with another experience but a
different one this time. But first to pay my thanks to all those males
and females who admired my stories through their emails. I am getting
good net friends and I am enjoying their friendship. One of the boys,
who contacted me after my 2nd story has got two fucks from me which I
enjoyed very much (thanks to his white ass). I shall narrate about it in
future.
Unlike previous experiences, its with a female (first pussy in which my
dick entered). It is also of the same period when I was free after my
matric exams, during which I also got some female friends, first one
among them, I m telling you, was Noori.
She was an attractive sanwali-saloni married woman between 25-30 in the
same locality which I have narrated about in my earlier stories. She
often sat on a chair in her veranda leaving the main gate of her house
open. She was a bihari woman of wheatish colour, round, firm boobs and a
beautifully bulging gaand which always made me mad with lust. Though
not white or pink, but her face was very attractive often called as
‘namkeen chehra’. Her hair were very thick and reached her butt.
Whenever I passed through the street I found her staring at me
constantly, (I was about 16 by then).
After a few days I felt that she smiles at me and then one day, while I
was passing through the street, she called me, zara idhar ana, mujhe
kuch kaam hai. When I entered she told me that a bulb is fused in her
room and she could not reach to replace it. Saying this she led me in
her bedroom. She requested me to replace it for her. I said that I will
do it, please give me the bulb. She went out of the room and then I
heard the sound of gate which she bolted and then returned with a bulb.
She handed it to me and I asked her for something on which I stand and
reach for the holder. She brought a stool and I stepped on it and first
removed the old bulb and to hand over it to her I saw down and a
beautiful sight was waiting my gaze. I was having an excellent view of
her boobs through her blouse, however, I handed her the old bulb and
took new from her which I inserted. I hope she must have known about my
glance on her tits because when I tried to come down from the stool, she
at once reached near me telling ‘girna nahin, mujhe pakar ke utro’. I
understood her secret intentions and held her by her shoulders and
stepped down (oh, what a hot and soft body). She then got the stool and
took it out of the room and came back saying, tum betho, main thanda
lati hoon. I sat on a chair and she went out and after a while brought a
glass of rooh afza sharbat, handed it to me, then switched on the tape
recorder playing some old indian songs (my favourite). I drank it and by
then we started chatting on general topics. She asked about my family
and studies etc.
When I finished my glass, she said ‘idhar to aao’. I went near her and she asked me upar se kya dekh rahe the.
Darte kyon ho, achi tara dekho, saying this she loosened her sari, opened her blouse and removed it in an instant. I was fearing but she told me kyun darte ho, main khud dekha rahi hoon, dekho aur maze karo. She then held my hand and put it on her tits and my other hand reached the other tit by itself. I then started masaging and pressing them lightly which made both of us hot. My erection was bursting my trouser which she started rubbing above the cloth. Then she kissed me on the lips and got up and in an instant became naked. I was passive because it was the first time I was alone with a naked woman. But she herself made me nude and started masturbating me. Then she lay on her bed and made me lay with her both of us massaging each other. Then she told me to come between her legs. I did and she lifting her legs, guided my tool to her wet pussy telling me, andar dal do. I pushed it in and she moaned I thought it is painful for her and tried to pull but her feet clasped me by the waist and pressed me back in her phuddy. Having experience of fucking gaands of boys, I knew what to do. So I started in and out movements and after about five minutes, I came and feeling my hot come in her choot, she also came making ooooh and aaaah sounds. Then we got up and she led me to washroom and washed herself and me. We returned to her bed room and dressed. Then she kissed me several times on my face and told me ‘aate raha karo’. I promised to come again and left.
My friendship with her lasted for one year and during that we enjoyed a lot of fucking in every possible style. Once I asked her ‘aaj gaand ka maza de do’ to which she shocked and said pagal ho kya, ulti bat karte ho, itna mota lund hai, meri gaand phat jai gi. But I said it gives me a lot of pleasure, tumhari gaand nahin phate gi, but she didn’t agree. I kept trying to convince her and even showed her movies about anal sex and finally after five or six visits, which took a month’s time, she hesitantly agreed. I was jumping and hugging and kissing her with joy and she was laughing at me and asking why I am getting mad. I said that you don’t know how beautiful your gaand is and how much have you made me happy. She asked ‘kyun, itne pagal ho meri gaand ke peechay, I replied, yes my darling, you don’t know how much I desire for it. Then I started to work and made her kneel down on the floor by the bed and bent her so her beautiful mammay were lying on the bed making her like a ghori (an easier position for this purpose) and starting massaging her chootars which tickled her and she was wiggling her body.
Then I applied vaseline on my lund and on her asshole very deep with my finger, and then inserted the topa. She complained of pain and made aaaahh and oooohhhh sounds but I knew that if I left it incomplete today, she will never let me do it again. So I held her strongly by her narrow waist and kept pressing in her. It was a virgin gaand and its lubricated flexible hole was giving me lot of pleasure. During my in and out movements, I felt that she is weeping but I continued as the pleasure of that virgin female gaand didn’t let me think of anything else. After some time, when I shot my load in her beautiful gaand, her body jerked and then seemed to be relaxed. When I was finished and pulled out, I found that she was weeping bitterly which I could not hear because she has pressed the corner of a pillow in her mouth. I consoled her and apologized but she just took me in her arms, kissed on my forehead and said never mind, its OK, tumhain maza aya. I said yes, bahut zyada, but never did she let me do it again during our entire friendship.
My friendship lasted with her for about an year and after that they shifted to some other area of the city and never met me again.
Hello, Sexxxy readers, its Arshi back with part-2 of his experiences. The first part must have been very interesting for those who love to see, spank and fuck asses of boys and girls. Same is my passion. Some email messages ask about myself. I am a married male of 35, 5’7” and a Computer Operator in a Government Organization of Islamabad, Pakistan. Let me tell you when and where my cock entered the first time. Can you guess? It was a boys’ mouth!
After my matric exams, at the age of 15, I had enough time, about three months, and nothing was to be done till results. So I started to develop friendships with the local boys. First friend I got was Akhtar, He was about 14 and student of 9th class. He and his elder brother lived alone and his brother often remained on duty for a week and used to come home on weekends. For two weeks my friendship continued with him normally but one day while I was going somewhere with him, he met a friend in the market. Both shaked hands and exchanged good wishes. After this that friend asked Akhtar “meri tarf aao gay?” Akhtar thought a little and replied “Achcha, abhi aata hoon”. Then friend asked him “cheekh to naheen maro gay?”. Akhtar replied “Nahin yaar, kya baat karte ho, main koi naya to naheen hoon”. Then they exchanged good bye and parted.
Both of us completed our work in the market and returned back. I kept thinking on my way back that there is some mystery in the friendship of these two friends. On reaching his home I asked him “yeh kiya chakkar hai”. He blushed a little and asked “kuch naheen yaar”. I was now confident that they have some sexy type of ‘yaari’. I insisted that ‘kuch to hai yaar, bewaqoof to na banao’. Then he admitted and promised that “aaj to jaldi hai lekin kal tumhain bhe khush kar doon ga”. I then got bold and holding him in my arms said ‘kal tak kaisay intizar karoon ga?’ He then saying ‘chalo yar, aaj bhi kuch karte hain, tum naraz naheen hwa karo’ he opened my shalwar’s waistband and pulled it down. He held my cock which at once became rock hard and started massaging it which gave me the pleasure of my life.
He then took it in his mouth and started sucking. It was the first time I was getting such a treatment. You can imagine in what state I was! He was an expert sucker and taking 3/4th of my 6” cock in his mouth kept using his tongue as a pleasure enhancing tool. After about five minutes I came in his mouth. He immediately went out of the room and spit my come. Then came back and asked me ‘ab to khush ho, kitna maza aya?’. I replied ‘it was fantastic but why not chudai?’. He told me to come next day. I asked why not in the evening today? He said “jis kay paas ja raha hoon us ka lund bohat lamba our mota hai iss liye kal se pehlay dobara gand marwanay kay qabil naheen hoonga. Iss lye ab kal hi karain gay”. I then agreed that I shall come tomorrow.
Next forenoon when I reached his home, he was waiting for me. He closed the door of bedroom and switched on the lights. Then he took off his clothes at once and I saw that he has a shaven cock of about four inches (while erect), a narrow waist and an average ass. I also took off my clothes and he started sucking me but remained careful not to make me come. Then he handed me a tube of some ointment and became on his hands and knees like a ‘ghori’. I applied the ointment on his gand and then on my lund. Then I kept my topa on his asshole and pressed gently. I had no idea how much power to be exerted as it was my first time, therefore I failed to enter and my cock slipped from the hole. He told me ‘zor se daba kar dalo’. Then I again kept my cock on the hole and forced powerfully, This time ‘topa’ entered and a sexy ‘siskey’ was heard from him. I kept pressing and soon whole of my cock was in the hole. Oh! I have never even thought of such a pleasure. Then I started in and out movements during which his ‘sexxxy siskiyan’ continued enhancing my pleasure. After three or four minutes I felt that I am coming I held his waist tightly and jammed my whole cock in his gand. Guessing my condition he tensed his body resulting extra gand pressure on my cock. Can you imagine how much pleasure I felt with this gand pressure. Then I came with powerful shots and it seemed that I would fill his ass with my come.
We then separated our bodies laid on the bed naked for about half an hour chatting about sex. He told me that they are a group of eight friends and every one of them fucks and gets fucked every one whenever he desires, but all this happens with the consent of each other. No one imposes himself over the other. So their friendship is lasting for two years and there is not a minor clash among them. I asked him that how was he introduced to sex. He told that few years back he used to go to the local mosque for studying Sipara and the Imam Masjid often used to fuck young boys. There, at the age of 12, he got fucked the first time and got about 5/6 fuckings from the Imam sahib during a period of six months. After leaving the mosque, he started fucking and getting fucked by his friends as gand marwana became his ‘nasha’. When he became used to it he could not live without it.
He invited me whether I wish to join their group but I had no intention of being a ‘gandu’. I only wanted to be a ‘londeybaz’ so I told that I don’t have enough time for such regular commitment.
After half an hour I again fucked him, this time I laying on the bed and he sitting on my cock. This was also a very pleasing pose and I enjoyed it very much.
My friendship with him lasted for two years and after that he shifted to Hyderabad but during this time we tried every possible pose of fucking. Let me tell you about the postures which gave me the most pleasure.
The first one was that he laid on the bed on his stomach with a pillow under his belly. His ass popped up due to the pillow and I, using the oil or cream, laid on him and entered. In this posture his asshole was more tight and I got extra pleasure.
Another posture was that he stood facing a wall with both hands on it and bending slightly. I stood behind him holding him from the waist and entered his asshole. This posture facilitated my in and out movements to such an extent that I pulled out my cock from his ass slowly but re-entered every time with a strong jerk which produced a sexxxy siskey from him.
During my free three months I had got many other gandus boys and chalu girls and women about which I shall keep you telling from time to time.
This is Arshya again. Readers must be remembering my earlier stories ‘Virginity Lost’ and ‘Anal Virginity’. This story tells that how I started enjoying my sex life.
After completing my graduation, unfortunately, I lost my father. So My brother called us (mother and myself) to Islamabad as he was working there. I was always sad due to the tragic events of past. There was a young girl of my age in the neighbourhood who started coming to our house on one pretext or the other. Her name was Sameena. In a few days, she developed friendship with me. She was living alone with her mother who was a working lady, so all the day she remained alone at home. She was tall, beautiful, fair, bit bulky girl. Usually after asking my mother, she took me to her home to spend some time. There we often spent our time in listening music, reading digests or used to chat on different topics. One day the topic turned to sex and suddenly all the past events came before my eyes. This made me too sad which she instantly felt and asked me what is the matter. I was not ready to disclose anything of the past but seeing my sadness, she became suspicious. So on her too much insisting, I disclosed my secret to her. On listening all that, first she felt sorry for me, but on the other hand said that you are just a fool.
I was astonished on her comments and asked, why she said this. She said that those bastards kept enjoying on your body and got all the pleasure and what did you get. You just got pain, cursing and anger. You too must have enjoyed it. If you would have been a wise girl, you would have not only enjoyed the sex but also black mailed those bastards. I said that leave it, it’s the matter of the past and I don’t want to discuss it any more. During the discussion I became more sad and tears were running from my eyes. She tried to console me and put her hand on my back, hugged me and kissed me. When I relaxed, even then she didn’t stopped hugging and kissing me. I was bit surprised and tried to get away but she didn’t let me go and said that we must enjoy our life. Always try to be happy and enjoy whatever happens in the life.
In a few minutes I also started enjoying her hugging and kissing. When she felt my enjoyment, she started sucking my lips and pressing my breasts. I was now unable to resist her so she kept proceeding and in a few minutes, she lifted my shirt and started sucking my nipples. When was fully lost in pleasure, she lowered my shalwar and started touching my pussy which made me jump with pleasure. She started fingering me and now I was unable to stop her so she continued her job and when I regained my senses after some time, I was discharged, for the first time in my life.
This gave me so much pleasure that I developed urge to feel that pleasure again and again. So I kept visiting her regularly on one pretext or the other. One day she asked me whether I needed some more enjoyment. “Yes, but how”, I asked in astonishment. She said that she had a boy friend whom she calls whenever she needs some enjoyment and relaxation. I flatly refused as I didn’t wanted to repeat the past events. But she said, nothing to fear, he is so gentle, loving, caring and kind hearted person and you will love her company. Though I had the urge to enjoy the sex but I refused. She kept insisting it and atleast after a week I hesitantly agreed. She was glad to hear this and told me to come next day. She suggested me to wear tight and sexy clothes so that when he looks me, he may get the impression of a sexy and romantic girl.
I kept thinking on this matter during the night but the pleasure to which Sameena introduced me was great and the pleasure which was about to come next day, was far better than that I was already enjoying. So I decided to meet her boyfriend. When I visited Sameena’s house next day, I was wearing a skin-tight shalwar qameez which clearly revealed all my curves. I wore light make up and was looking really sexy. There I found a young man of about 27, tall, handsome, fair, light moustaches, decent looking. His name was Khalid. They were sitting in the bedroom. Sameena introduced me to him and three of us kept chatting for some time after which she left both of us alone and went out of room saying that she is going to prepare tea for us.
He then got up from the sofa and bolt the door which made me nervous but he came to me, took my hand in his hands and made me get up from the chair. Now we were standing facing each other. He was saying gentle and lovely words in my praise and this made me calm. He took me in his arms and took me to bed, both of us lay on the bed and he started touching my body here and there while kissing me on my lips, eyes and cheeks. This made me hot and I start responding him by kissing and touching his body. Now he made me sit and told me to remove my shirt but I was so shy to do anything. So he did it himself and I let him do it without any resistance. I was now in my bra and he was kissing and pressing my breasts. I was now too hot and when he saw my condition he removed my shalwar, panty and bra. There was nothing on my body. He kept his hand on my pussy which just made me jump and it became wet instantly. So he kept rubbing his finger on the lips and during that his lips remained on my breasts sucking my nipples.
Suddenly he left my body and got off from the bed. I cried and asked him where is he going. He smiled and said, be patient, I am not going anywhere but you are not responding properly to me. I said, what should I do then. He said “I have removed your clothes, so you must remove my clothes in return”. So I also got off from the bed and immediately started unbuttoning his shirt and removed it. Next I removed his pants and then underwear, and what I revealed from the underwear just shocked me. He had a 7” long and very thick tool. Being now in our natural dress and again laying on the bed kissing and touching each other. Now instead of fingering he started licking and sucking my cunt and my body was shaking on the bed. Again he left me and complained that I am not responding properly. I asked what do to now, he said that he is sucking me and I should suck him in return. Though I had never even kissed a dick but today I was in such a hot mood that I at once held his dick and took it in my mouth begging him to resume his sucking. Being a big and thick tool it was difficult to suck it properly but I was doing it anyway. Now we were enjoying each other in 69 position. In a few minutes I felt that I am going to explode and in the next few seconds I got a huge orgasm which I had never got with Sameena. But his mouth didn’t leave my cunt and kept sucking. This made me more hot and then he pulled his tool from my mouth and left my cunt, came between my legs, lifted and spread them wide and kept the tip of his tool on my cunt. Being so much wet, there was no resistance at all and he pushed all of it in a single thrust.
His enormous size and mighty thrust produced a scream from me but then I adjusted and started enjoying the first fuck with my own will. It lasted for 10 minutes after which I felt a hot fountain shooting inside my pussy. This made me explode instantly and my body start shaking but the grip of his strong arms was so tightly that I was unable to move. When both the explosions finished. his body fell on mine and we kept laying relaxed. We were laying in this position for some time when we heard clapping sound. It was Sameena who was watching us from a window. I asked Khalid why didn’t he checked the windows to which he laughed and said that it was planned by both of them because Sameena wanted to watch me get fucked.
Hi… readers, here is Arshi again with his sexy experiences. As you must be remembering these experiences are of the period when I finished my matric exams and was waiting for the result and this period was about three months. All these encounters took place in our other house which was recently purchased by my father and was kept vacant for renovation which was expected after about six months. It doesn’t mean that all the friends I got during that period were gandu but they were only a few, rest of my friends were not like that. They were decent boys who were good in their studies and overall behaviour. They even didn’t know about my sexual activities.
However, this time I am telling you about another friend Salim. He was a very beautiful C&C (chittah & chikna) boy with slightly golden silky hair, a boy of the dreams of any londeybaz, but was a very decent boy studying in 9th class and a very good friend of mine. But for the last few days he was being seen with a new boy whose reputation was not good in the locality. I asked Salim that why you have made friendship with this boy, he replied that ‘kuch naheen yar, bus aik din VCR dekhte hooe dosti ho gai thee’. I asked ‘VCR pe kaun si film dekhi thee?’. He replied that it was a xxx film. I was astonished to know this but remained quiet as it was his personal matter. This narration is about 20 years old and in those days VCRs were very rare. Whenever some boys arranged a programme of watching films on VCR, there was often danger of police raid.
After a week I heard that in the next street police has raided on a house where a VCR show was going on and a number of boys including Salim have been arrested. After about three or four days I saw Salim, he was pale and feeling difficulty in walking. I asked him what has happened. He told me a terrible story.
When the police raided, the boys who were watching the movies tried to run away. Some of them escaped but some including him were arrested by the police and taken to the police station. They were kept in a lockup, but after an hour two policemen came and told Salim to come with him. He was hesitating but they forcibly took him away. Please keep in mind that Salim was the most beautiful among all the arrested boys. Policemen took him to another room, where some more policemen were present, and told him to take off his clothes and they wanted to fuck him. He refused as he was not a boy of this kind. At his refusal they became infuriated and using filthy language snatched his clothes and made him naked. Then two policemen caught the naked Salim by his arms and legs and laid him on the ground on his chest while the third came holding a leather ‘chittar’ and hit it on his buttocks with full force. This causing him severe pain made him crying and shouting loudly. But he instantly received another chittar and then another. As it was unbearable, he loudly begged them that ‘I am ready for ass fucking and don’t beat me’. They stopped beating him but the three chittars turned his ass red as a ripe tomato. They let him get up from the ground and took him to a wooden bench six feet long, one foot wide and about two feet high from the ground. They put a cushion in the middle of the bench and made him lie on it with his belly on the cushion. Then one policeman tied a leather belt on his upper back tying his chest with the bench while the other one tied another belt on his thighs tying his legs with bench. Now he was tied in such a position that his ass was raised from rest of the body by about eight inches which was an ideal position for fucking the ass.
Then first came the SHO (head of the police station) and rest of the policemen went out of the room. He at once became free of all his clothes and started masturbating to get an erection. When ready, he spit on Salim’s asshole and entered forcibly. This made Salim scream but SHO told him to keep quiet or he will again start his chitrol. As the SHO entered fully in his asshole the pain became unbearable but Salim has now to bear everything quietly. After a few jerks he came in Salim’s ass and got up saying ‘teri kunwari gaand ne bara maza diya hai. Main dobara bhi teri gand maroon ga’. After him other policemen started visiting him one by one and after about five or six fuckings, Salim lost his conscious. Then they threw water over his face thus bringing him back to consciousness again and then left him still tied for an hour. This one hour’s rest helped Salim to gain some energy but he was in great agony both by the chitrol and ass fucking.
After about one hour the SHO again came and fucked him this time taking more time. After him came another policeman and then another and thus during that night he got about 12 fuckings which exhausted him beyond limits. Next night he again got about eight fuckings and the following morning he was released and he thus came back.
He was still in severe pain so I offered him to apply some medicine on his body. He was hesitating but I told him that he is my closest friend and there is no harm in this and that he strongly needs the medical treatment for the cruelty he has borne. He then agreed and I took him to our empty house, there I gave him some pain killer and antibiotic capsules which he took with water then I took a bottle of Iodex ointment and told him to lower his shalwar. He laid on my bed upside down and bared his ass. I was very sorry for him to see that his ass was red with the beating he received and his ass hole was also still sore with the fuckings. I took a handful of ointment and applied on his buttocks with both hands rubbing gently. I took some of the ointment on my middle finger and applied to his hole deeper producing ooh and aah from him. I spent about 10 minutes in rubbing and then told him to get up and cover his ass. When he was about to leave I told him to come next day and get the medicines again.
Next day when he came I first inspected his butt and found that he has recovered a lot and the red colour has been reduced to pink giving such a sexy look which made me horny and I made up my mind to fuck him later when he would be fully recovered. After such a sexy inspection I gave him the required tablets and again made him lie down for ointment. I started applying ointment on his gaand with a comparatively harder hand as he had recovered to great extent till then and took about half an hour in rubbing his butt and I hope he was surely enjoying it. Then I told him to get up and told him that you require this treatment for one more day and then you would be OK. On the third day when he came he was wearing a new shalwar-kamiz of dark colour in which he was looking very beautiful. On seeing him in such a sexy state, I changed my plan and instead of the inspection of gaand, first I gave him the tablets in which I included a tablet which was a tranquilizer. After he has taken the tablets with water, I told him to lie down for the ointment. He lied down but and bared his ass but I said that you are wearing a new suit and the ointment will make stains on it and your new suit will be spoiled. He asked me then what to do. I told him to take the suit off on which he blushed and refused. I said why not yaar, teen din se tumhari gaand ki maalish kar raha hoon aur tum abhi tak sharma rahe ho. He then reluctantly agreed and became naked before me. Then I made him lie down on his chest and the most beautiful sight was before me. Believe me readers! While lying on his chest, it was unable to guess whether it is a girl or a boy. He was about 5feet 5 inches tall with a girlish waist of about 20” and his ass! Oh….. it was excellent. His buttocks were firm and fleshy and felt popping up like the two mounds of white flesh. As I didn’t see any redness on his gaand today, I decided to fuck him that very day.
I applied the ointment on his gaand and kept rubbing for about half an hour including application of ointment in his asshole with the help of my middle finger. I asked him whether he enjoyed the maalish and he replied that bara maza aya. During the maalish I kept chatting with him and turned the topic to sex. During the chat I asked him that main ne suna hai ke jab koi larka gand marwa leta hai, to us ke ba’ad use khud he dobara gand marwane ke khwahish hone lagti hai, tumhare saath aisa naheen hwa, tum ne to do din main beshumar dafa marwai hai. He blushed and became red all over which made my cock hard at once and then replied that meri gand main bhi kuch kuch hota to hai aur jab tum ne ungli se meri gand main dawai lagai to bara maza aya. I then asked phir kiya irada hai but he said that bari takleef hoti hai main naheen karaon ga. I replied that takleef to shuroo main hoti hai, tum to ab aadi ho chuke ho, aur phir main koi police waloon ki tarah to naheen karoon ga, main to bade araam se kroon ga. He again refused but after some discussion I succeeded to convince him. I then took off my clothes at once and applied the same ointment to my cock (it was already applied deeper in his asshole during the maalish). Then I kept my ‘meat without bone but hard like a stone’ on his hole and pressed but he squeezed his buttocks. I got up, took a pillow under his belly and tried again, This time I entered producing a siskey from him and stayed for a while to make him comfortable. After a few seconds I pushed again and fully entered within a minute or so. He was making sexy sounds of oooh and aaaah but I observed that he was not caring for the pain. Then I started in and out movements and after about five minutes I came in him.
Then I got up cleaned my cock and his ass with a cloth and then kissing on his beautiful rosy cheeks asked dard to naheen hua. He said hua leken maza bhi aya. Then both of us wore our clothes and he promised me that he will keep coming to me for this enjoyment but I should not tell any one about this. I said tum pagal to naheen ho, aisy baat batane ki to naheen hoti, tum fikr he na karo. He was satisfied and left.
After that we became regular in fucking and never fucked less than five times a week. Sometimes I arranged it for whole night and fucked him about four to five times during the night. But he never became used to sucking a cock and I also never forced him for that but his ass fucking, oh… it was excellent and I really enjoyed it. He never developed such kind of friendship with any other friend and I was the only person who had access to his beautiful girlish gand