This secret affair of ours didn't start with words, it started directly with the thing. Let's call her X. I always used to tease X for her complexion, most of my cousins do, just for fun though. I always admired her figure though.

It was during 2015 summers, I had 2–3 breakups during the first 2 years of my college so I was completely frustrated with this relationship crap. I was visiting my maternals and it was a family function that day, I was watching a movie and she was sleeping right besides me. There were 2–3 more relatives in the same room. Then suddenly I felt my hands being carried away from me, it was X, she took my right arm and put it very close to her thighs. I was froze for a moment and it took me a while to actually realise what's going on.I didn't resist. Then after a couple of minutes, I also started to take part in it. I too snatched her fingers, then started touching her lips and the very next moment, she was sucking my middle finger. The addrenaline rush gave me butterflies, but then we stopped after a bit, remember there were some more people in the room. So our brother-sister relationship was officially ruined. Then after a while, she took off.

Then after a week I went to her house, we had that weird eye contact for a moment, nothing more than that, no words about the incident as most of the time we were hemmed with other cousins. X has 4 brother sisters. Later that night, we were watching a movie, their were 6 people in that room that night including me,X and her 4 brother-sisters. The room was completely dark. Luckily she was laying right besides me. Then again I felt my hands being carried away, everyone was focusing on the movie but we weren't. During the whole movie we were holding each others hands, and that hold was bone-crushingly strong. Finally the movie got over and everyone went to sleep, except the 2 of us. After 5–10 minutes, I felt an arm coming over my neck. She moved me close to her and the next thing I know, we were making out. The moment was so intense that we even forgot that there were 4 more people sleeping in the same room, out of which, 2 were sleeping on our bed only. We made out, then she moved my finger to her private area, I figured her for good 15–20 minutes and finally we went to sleep. We didn't have sex that day.

The very next day, her elder sister went to other relatives. Her elder(out of the 2 brothers she had) brother also went to relatives. So now we were only 4, me, X and her youngest brother-sister. They were young enough to not know about what we were doing, even if they woke up in between. So we didn't care about their presence that night. We again watched a movie, and supposedly went to sleep. Again after 5–10 minutes I felt her arm pulling me close to her and the next thing I know she was half naked with me laying over her. I was a virgin so it felt great. We did it twice that night, and the same schedule was followed for 2 more days and then 1 more day the very next week.