1st Part.


Kono ghotonar sottota niye kono bhabe proshno tule
lav nei. Pathok taar bektigoto obhigota theke bujhye nite pare ghotonar
bastobota. Bhut aamra keu dekhi ni. Tobu bhut er uposthithi niye nanan boktobbo
, ghotona amader seehorito kore. Tai bhut
thakleo aachye , na thekeo aachye. Sei rokom ajker ei golpo ; na ki
ghotona..ki bolbo? sotta sotter bichar
na kore nijer obhigota diye dekhun , r tetei bujhben eta ki nehati mongora na
ki chorom bastob. Lekhok kokhonoi dabi korbe na eta sotti , karon ghotonar
prodhan choritrogulo jono somokkhe nindito hok ta chaye na. Tai jiboner golpo
niye lekha kahini gulo pathoker samne tule dhorar aagye , bidhiboddho
sotorkikoron ullekh korte hoye. English e jake bole disclaimer .


Rojkar motoi sokale uthe songsarer kaaj kormo ranna
banna kore amra dui maa betaye beriye porlam sohorer uddese. Aamar gontobbo
college , maa r gontobbo taar chotto
sarir babsa. Mohajoner kach theke saari
niye bikri kora. Hotah kore baba mara jabar por pori ei babsaye namte
hoye maa k. Etai amader ek matro sohaye sombol. Aami beroi 10 tar local e , r
maa dhore sare 9 taar. Bhir thele dhakka dhakki kore roj chole jibon take
bachiye rakhar juddho. Aajo tai. Tobe aaj aamar kache sohore jabar uddeso ta
ektu alada. Na, aaj college jabo na. Aaj ektu onno jaygaye jaoyar aachye. Eka
noye songe aaro dujon bondhu o thakbe. Ek jon 2 years er senior r ek jon amar
class mate. Aasole je hetu aami college tournament kheli sei hetu 1st
year theke final year porjonto sokolei amake khub bhalo korei chene. Tader
sathei jabotio adda , yerki , fajlami. Eivabe third year er abhirup dar sathe
aamar bondhutto ta besh ghonisto hoye uthlo. Abhirup da ka kokhono kokhono abhi
da o boleo daki. Er jonno debu , mane amar class mate , bohulangse daiii . Aami
aadha sohorer chele , haale station soglogno elakaye ekta boro bazar bosche , r
take ghirei kichu paka bari utheche , dokan paat gulo sei barir ek tola dokhol
kore. Etei naki municipality kora hobe sona jacche. Rastar dupaase khola drain
. tate kaalo paank . Mosara sei panke baccha kaccha niye satpurush dhore
songsar kore choleche . Brishti porle sei nordomar kaalo jol toitumbur hoye
othe . Tobe grammo elaka tai jol daraye na se vabe. Ei rokom ek adha sohure
chele swovab lajuk chele ei aami. Sei
karone abhirup dar sathe kholamela hote kichuta samay nilo. Ek din aamra dist
khelte onno ekta dist e gechi. tin jone khelar por mathe bose aachi. Sobe
sondhe nemeche. Durer boro boro barigulote light jolche , majhye moddhe dur
theke van rikshar paan po aawaj. R rail line diye malar moto traingulo jhup
jhup korte korte chute beriye jacche.


“ Tui kau k lagiyechish re apu ?” abhirup da bollo.


“ mane ? ki lagabo” bisisto hoye boli.


“ na mane tora gramer chele , gramer meyegulo sohorer
meyeder moto tendor na. Jor kore tipe dileo lojjaye bhoye kau k kichu bole na.
Tai bolchi tui kau k korechish ba tipechish?”


“na , ki jata boko na tumi. Ekhane e sob hoye na.
Emnitei gramer meyeder kom boyese biye hoye jaye. “ aami bollam.


“korbi kau k ? icche thakle bol. Aami babostha korbo.
Phire giye aamra tin jone jabo . Aami jayga chini. Kono bhoye nei. Aamra tin
jone baire kau k na bolle , janbe kon sala” ek niswase bollo abhirup da. Tarpor
khak khak kore hese uthlo. Aami kichu na bole chup kore roilam. Kichuta sonkoch
, kichu ta bhoye , kichu ta grammo jiboner sonskare kono utter dilam na.


“ ki re bol , apu…achha thak , aagye to phiri tarpor
toke niye jabo khon. Dekhbi aat theke aasi , jemon chaibi temni pabi. Ora
darun behave kore bujhli , bujhtei parbi
na je oder sathe tor prothom dekha. “


“ kire parbi to?”
Debu bollo , “ abhirupdar sathe aami dubar gechi , maagi gulo ja
na…uffff.”


“ se ki , tui kobe geli ? bolish ni to?” aami praye
kekiye uthe jigesh korlam.


“ baron chilo boss . aaj abhirup da nije theke bollo
taiii bollam. “ tar por ucchosito hoye bollo ,” abhirup da phire giyei cholo na
, ebare ekta bou di chai. Pacha bhari hobe . buk duto blouse chire beriye aasbe
, thigh jeno kolagacher kando .”


“ ki kando ? “ kothar majhye abhirup da bole othe .”
tui to sahitto kore phelli je. Ses porjonto kumarsomvob Part II likhbi na ki?”
bolei sei eki rokom khak khak kore hese uthlo.


“ Na na , ebare ekta bou di chaiiii..aahhhhhhh. tumi
jai bolo na keno.”


“ Thik aachye re baba. Aagye to kaalker match ta
jeet. Na hole pechone lathi khabi.” Tarpor ektu theme bollo ,” janish aami ektu
onno kotha vabchi.”


“ ki kotha?” debu jigesh korlo.


“ Na kichu na , vabchi grouping korbo ebar…”


Debu aaschoryo hoye bollo ,” maneeeeeeee? Mane ta
ki?”


“ Mane abar ki…twosome , threesome sunish ni? Oi
rokom kichu ekta. Tobe ektu khorcha
sapekkho.”


“ koto?” debu jante chailo.


“ sob cheye besi mushkil holo ei rokom korte raji
korano. Ekhom maagi gulo r aager diner moto na. Sob union koreche. Onek
bhantara. Dekhi barir bou ba divorce e ba bidhoba ei rokom paii kina. “


“ Tate ki hobe?’ debu utsuk hoye jante chailo.


“Hobe hobe…ne chol phirte hobe. Onekkhon adda holo.”


Puro kothopokothone aami sudhu nirob srota hoye
roilam.


Por por duto match hoi hoi kore jite aamra amader
ghore phirlam. Erpor semifinal . semifinal e jitlei nijeder mathe final. Dekhte
dekhte besh kta din kete gelo. Sedin kaar rater aalochona mon theke hariye
gelo. R panch ta sadharon kotha jemon osonkho ghotonar niche chapa pore jaye
sei vabe sediner sei aalochona time pass hoyei hariye gelo. Ei vabe 1ta maas
katlo. Final ta aamra jitte pari ni. Prochur brishtir karone math khelar
onupojukto hoyaye ubhoye dol kei jugmo bijoi ghosona kora hoye. Ete aamra keuii
khushi hote pari ni. Karon amader e biswas chilo je aamra jittam. Besh bhalo
vabei jittam.


2nd part.


Besh kichu din maa k besh onno monosko dekhacche. Eta
prayei hoye. Bises kore kaporer taka onektai baki pore thakle ei rokom onno
monosko hoye jaye. Karon jotha samay mohajoner taka pherot dite na parle pujor
aagye mohajon saari charte chaye na. R pujor samayei natun customar dhora ba purono customer k
khushi korar ekta birat sujog paoya jaye. Ete sara bochor ta motamuti chole
jaye. Kintu mushkil holo , sob customer soman na. Installmenter saarir daam
metate metate bochor katoiye daye , r jaar phole ek boro ongser taka bazare
pore thake. Khele ese ebare seitai jano sondeho holo. Kintu ekta kotha thik ,
somossa jemon hoye , temni se somossa maa nije miteo daye. Tai ei samoyik taal
bhongo bishal kono chintar karon hoye othlo na. Tobu ei songsarer ek jon
sodosso hisabei jigesh korlam “ koto taka ebare dhaar baki aachye tomar?” Maa
bollo ,” Onek re Apu , praye 45000/- taka . Apatoto 30000/- metate na parle
pujor saari , blouse pice , churidar kichui dhokate parbo na.” Tarpor ek
deerghoswas phele bollo ,” Dhar sodh hoye jabe thiki , kintu partygulo sob haat
chara hoye jabe. Onek koste party dhorechi.”


“ Bank e taka nei?” Aami bollam.


“ Ja acchye tate haat dile dusommoye pothe boste
hobe.”


“ Tahole Upaye?”


Maa kichu bollo na , aager tao theke boro ekta
deegroswas phele bollo ,” Dekha jaak. Babsar to onek phondi phikir aachye. Cash
na hoye kind e mitiye debo. Tabole eto diner porishrom to jole phela jaye na.”


“ cash na hoye kind?” bissit hoye jante chailam. “
Mane?”


Udaas noyone muchki hese bollo ,” Gaye gotore khete
dite hobe.”


“ Seta ki rokom?”


“ Dhor mohajoner je dokan aachye seta te onno somoye
bina poysaye khete dite hobe.”


“ Sales e r k poysa uthbe off season e?”R ete to
tomar khub porishrom hobe je?’


“ Uthbe ! Uthebe! “Hese bollo .” Baap re tui maar
jonno eto vabish?”


“vabii to…” Samoyik kothopokothon sekhanei ses holo.
Maa ranna ghorer dike gelo , aami mon dilam aamar poraye.


Erpor rojkaar motoi Jothariti
college jaoya , yerki fajlami er moddhei ek din abhirup da bollo se na ki sob
thik kore pheleche. EK bidhoba , 35 moto age hobe. Jodio ei liner meye boudi ra
naki kokhonoi sothik boyes bole na. Kintu kono motei 40 er ghore paa daye ni.
Maximum 38 ba 39 boyes. Se jai hok. Meye cheler sorir . Jibone prothombar.
Bacha bachir samay noye eta.


“ ki re jabi to?” debu bollo.


Hotathi buker moddhe damama bajte laglo. Mathar
moddhe ekta oswabhabik bhaar onubhuto hote laglo. Haan ki na , kichui utter
debar moto obsthaye roilam na.


“Son aamra magi potti te jabo. Sekhanei ekta ghor
bhara niyechi. Okhankar ghor gulo khub choto. 4 jone hobe na . Tai ektu boro
ghor nite holo. Takata ektu besii bollo, bujhli.”


“ Sunchi..bole jao.” Aami bollam.


“ Toke besi dite hobe na . Aamrai toke kichu ta
sponsored korbo. Tui 1000/- dish. “


“ Hazarrrrr!!! Bolo ki go” aami bollam.


“ R e khanki magi ta onekgulo taka chaiche. 3 jon
sunei to kichu te raji hoye na. Pore aamar ek chenasona thakaye raji korano
geche , tobe maagi ta 4000/- niche nambe na. “ abhirup da bollo., aami
guarantee diye boolchi maal solid. Ekdom amateur . Ei prothom swami morar por
bazare nemeche. “


“ Boyes koto?” debu uttsuk hoye bollo.


“ dekhe 38/39 laglo….obosso bolche 35. Biswas holo
na.”


Aami bollam ,” Eto boyesko? Isshhh. Maa , maasir
boyesi je.”


“Aha ! Tor moto bachhader hate khori orai bhalo kore
deoyabe re.” abhirup da chokh tip eek ingeet kore bollo.


Dinkhon
thik holo. Joto din jacche buker moddhe hapor tototai jore jore porche. Boro
hocchi. Nari deher proti taan o jonmacche. Swopno dekhechilam kono moner moto
meyer haat dhore mailer por mail hete jabo. Kintu eivabe bikele bhorer phul
hoye ulongo naari dehe santar kete berate hobe seta kokhonoi vabi ni. Pathok
boltei paren , na boltei to parte. Haan partam. Kintu parlam na ektai
karone…sohorer meye tanima jokhon adha sohure , metho chele ta k reject korlo ,
tokhon bujhlam swopno swopnoi. Prem bole kichu nei. Sobtai deoya neoya.
Lokchokhhur adrale aarthik chahida metanor sopan. Ei 1000/- taka jogar kortei
aamar dom ses hobar jogar. Part part kore debo bolechi. Aasole abhirup da r
onek taka. Taar bokttobo , poysa diye jodi kintei hoye ekta keno , onek meyekei
bhog korbo. Colleger koyekti meyer satheo somporko aachye taar. Kintu seta k
kokhoni publicly focus kore na. Tanima jokhon amake reject kore tokhonii ei
abhirup da amar pase ese daraye. Tanima k bojhate chaye . Tanima bojhye na.
Karon se je cell phone ta use kore taar daam 20 hazarer kachakachi. Ekta naam
kora brander cell. Sekhane aamar ta china companyr mobile.


3rd Part.


Dekhte dekhte 7 din kete gelo. Aager rate thik moto
ghum hoye ni. Uttejona ,aasonka aar dhora porle samajik somman haranor bhoye ,
sorbopori noitik odhopotoner vabna…sara raat k binidro kore tullo. Kokhono
kokhono bichana theke uthe bose ondhokare vabte laglam aagamikaal ki ghot te
choleche. XI –XII e porar samay prayei sexer chobi dekhtam. Classer ekta chele
aanto.Sob bidesi meye. Bishal bishal maii , medheen pet , karo lomos ba karo
lomheen jounango. Chapa , phola majhkhan chera. Holud molater desi boigulor
meye ra ekbarei ja ta dekhte…opushti sara sorir jure. Chapa o toto porishkar
na. Golpogulo te kahinir cheye oshsil galagali
besi chapa. Ei boydi tao ..naki aunty…sei rokom chobir moto jodi hoye?
Eto sob vabnar moddhe diye hu hu kore samay katte laglo. Ektu to sutei hobei ,
sara raat jege thakle cholbe na. Ei sober majhye majhye aami lokkho korlam maa
o jeno jege aachye. Paser ghore aalo ta jolche aabar khanik bade niviye dicche.
Aabar jalche. Ghorer moddhe khosh khosh awaj. Tahole ki ekhono takar jogar hoye
ni? Haate jodio aakhono 3 maas aachye. Kintu takar poriman o kom na. Sei jonno
hoyeto ghumote parche na dush chintaye. Onno samay hole maar kache jetam , du
panch ta kotha boltam ete tension kome khanik tag hum o aase. Kintu aaj aamari
moner moddhe jhor cholche. Ek natun obhigota r swad assadon korte cholechi.
Uchit onuchit , naye onnaye , ei sob bhabnar samay periye esechi. Ei samay sore
aasle amader bondhutto tao dhakka khabe. Aabar paser ghorer aalo ta jole uthlo.
Janla diye aalo ta barandar deoyale ese poreche. Sedike ek drishti te takiye
thakte thakte kokhon je du chokhe ghum namlo bujhtei parlam na.


Abhirup
da meyetike tule niye je ghor ta bhara niyeche sekhane pounchaye jabe . R debu
amake college theke niye soja oi barite
pounchobe. 11 ta theke 4 te ei panch
ghontar jonno ghor ta paoya geche. Abhirupdar kon ek yaar doster flat. Ki ekta
bises bapare abhirup da cheleti k ki ekta somossa theke bachiyechilo. Sei
thekei eto ghonistota cheletar sathe.


Thik
sare aagaro tar samay baritar samne gelam. Ekta flat bari. Debo cell theke call
kore thik kon ghore jete hobe abhirup dark ach theke jene neilo. Dujone sidi
bhenge 3 tolaye uthlam. Debu pocket theke chabi baar kore lohar gate ta khullo. Emon vabe bhetor
theke tala lagano karo bojhar upaye nei
flate already lok dhuke bose aachye. Dorja khule bhetore dhuktei sob ondhokar.
Eke ghor ondhokaar , tarpor baire theke dhoka. Kichui dekha jaye na. Paser ekta
khola roome haalka aalo jolche. Ekbar takatei dekhi ekta nogno narideho upur hoye abhirupdar kole mukh rekhe
sue aachye. R abhirup da deoyale thesh diye pa choriye bose. R ek haat diye
meyetir mathe nicher dike theshe
dhoreche.


“ Debu paser choto ghor ta te jama kapor chere chole
aaye. Ekhane khate ganjam barash na.” abhirup da bhari golaye bollo. Debu amake
niye pase chotto ghore niye gelo. R pant
jama khulte suru korlo. Aami chup kore dariye roilam.


“ Ki re khulbi na? khooool?” debu bole uthlo.


Sotti kotha bolte ki aamar oswosti lagchilo. Jodio
debu , abhi da r aami tin jonei chele .
Tobu eto matured boyese onner samne langto hote sonkoch hocchilo.” Debu amake
eki vabe dariye thakte dekhe daant khichiye bole uthlo ,” Ei baal ta , achha
gandu to tui.Langto na hole gude dhon dhokabi ki kore?”


Totokhone debu ulongo hoy geche sompurno. “ Tui ja
aami jacchi.” Debu k bollam. “ haan taratari aaye. Ek sathe maal ta
k khabo. Maagi tar pacha
dekhechish? Dekhna kemon thapai…” Tarpor
amake aaste bole o paser ghortaye dhuklo. Aami aste aste jama genji khulte
khulte ghorer char dik ta dekhte laglam. Aasole tension komanor aapran chesta.
Ek jaygaye tangano aachye abhi dar pant genji jama , r ekta saari , saya , blouse , bra. Saari ta dekhe aaschoryo laglo .
Tarpor vablam eki printer onek saarii bazare beroye . Oswabhabikotar kichu nei
motei. Oi saari sayar pasei amar jama pant ittadi jhuliye rakhlam. Paser ghor theke ekta tibro
gondho naake aaslo hotath. Aami vablam ei sereche , maal kheye nesha korbe na
ki? Aami kono din maal khai ni. Ei obosthaye mukhe gondho niye bari phirle , ma
pechone tin lathi diye bari theke tariye debe. Ek e ek tension abar sathe upri
paonar moto r ekta tension.


“Ki re paser ghore khiche khiche time paar kore dibi
na ki re.” Abhirup da bole uthlo.


“ Na ei to aaschi..” bolei ghore dhuktei sojasuji
ulongo meyetir dike chokh porlo. Dekha matroi mone holo ke jano amake birasi
sikkar ek bishal chor kosalo gale. Aami chitke porlam ghorer baire. Dour
lagalam bathroomer dike. Kane bhese elo .” dekh dekh debu or ki holo hotath.” Sathe
sathe debur dure asar payer awaj kane
elo. Besin theke jol niye kane mukhe jhapta dite laglam barong bar. Besiner
aaynaye nijer mukher dike takate bhoye korchilo. Chokh bujhlei chokher samne
bhese uthche bar bar khater majhkhane abhirup da haate moder glass , oi majh
boyesi mohila sompurno ulongo hoye abhrup dar longo mutho kore dhore naracche ,
r debu ek hate ston ta k tipche.


“ Ki re apu? O vabe
bhut dekhar moto paliye eli? Debu bollo. “ Tui leora ekebarei bokachoda
gocher. Langto maagi dekhei ei haal?Cho… Cho…”


“ Na re amay chere de.” Aami bollam.


“ Toke chere debo..mane ta ki?” chokhe mukhe bissoye.
“ R e tor jonnoi to eto gulo poysa khoroch.”


“ Na…Na…tui chere de. Aami chole jai.” Aami bollam.


“ Kono proshnoi othe na. Esechish jokhon thaktei
hobe. R e baba 1st time to tai jhotka legeche.choo…choo.” ek prokar
heer heer kore ghore tene aanlo amay. “ Abhirup da go jibone prothom nangto
maagi dekhe ki haal dekho or. HA ha ha.”


“ Ei to elam. Ebare jete dao. Aaj amar khub bhoye
korche. Onno kono din…abhirup da plz.”


“ Ta hoye na re apu. Ekhon ekhan theke beronotao
bipoder. Onek koste ekbar dhukechi. Charter aagye berono osomvob. Aamra keui berote parbo
na. “ Taar por ja bollo sune amar sara sorir heem hoye gelo. “Phulrani or nunu
ta k ektu sotej kore dao dekhi to.” Abhirup da khetro bisese onek kei ei vabe
nan a naam e dake. Aami khat theke jhot kore du pa dure sore gelam. Tarpor majh
boyesi mohilati k uddeso kore bollo , “ aamar ei bhai ti ekdom virgin. 1st
time aajkei. Ok aagye ektu purush mansuh kore tolo to aagye dekhi.” Bolei khaak
khaak kore hese uthlo.


“Baper jibone emon pagla choda dekhi ni aagye….” Debu
amake uddeso kore bole uthlo.”…. Langto maagi dekhe mathaye keu jol dhale !”


“ Ok boste de , ektu maal kha. Thik hoye jabe.” Bolei
abhirup da hate taar glass ta dhoriye dilo.


Char jon sompurno langto. Bhara kora meyechele ti
totokhone abhi da r lingo chere diyeche. Debo ek haat diye meyecheletir chule
bhora jounange haat ghosche. Ekbar aaste aaste chokh tullam meyecheletir mukher
dike . Dujone chokhe chokh portei dujonei chokh namiye nilam.


“ Are jao phulrani , or nunu ta dhoro, Bolei pithe
ekta thela marlo meyecheletar.” Khoniker
moddhe dekhte pelam ekta haat aamar thigher opore ese porlo. Dhire dhire thigh
beye haat ta amar longo ta k porsho korlo. Eto manosik biporjoyer poreo onubhob
korlam , aamar sorrier moddhe ki ekta oswosti lagche. Dhire dhire sfito hote
laglo amar lingo. “Dariyeche ! dariyeche !nunu theke leora hoyeche. Boka choda
chele tui ekta .” Ore debu toke ki kore bojhai re , aami boka choda noye. Je
meyecheleti amar lingo mutho kore tar aboron tike nicher dike tene dhore lingo
ta k sfito korche se je amar maa. Nijer maa. Toke ki kore bojhai? Nije theke
thik korlam ekbar Jodi ei porichoye samne aase tahole sara jiboner moto ei
college , college team sob charte hobe. Colleger odhikangso chele meye amake
chene , jehetu aami ekjon player . Tai somosto
porichoye gopon rakhtei hobe. Ochena hisabe I aajker e koyek ghonta
katate hobe. R maa o to sei eki rokom protikriya korche. Seo to amake ochena r
bhan korche.


Aamar lingo maa r hater chonyaye aaro sfito hote
laglo.


“ Phulmoni dao ektu sucking kore dao” abhirup da bole
uthlo. “ ki re apu , maal ta thik thak pochondo hoyeche to?” Aami utter korlam
na. Maa kichu ta amar dike egiye elo , samne jhuke aamar sfito lingo ta mukher
moddhe chalan kore dilo. Aamar matha ghurte laglo. Gota mathata phaka lagte
laglo. Tibro ek kapuni sorrier bhetore diye provabito hote laglo. Nije mone
mone bole uthlam ,” hai bhogoban , eta ki holo?” Obocheton vabei haat ta maar
mathaye rakhlam tarpor amar linger opor chepe dhorlam. Maar jib ta brittakare
amar linger mundi tar char dike paak khete laglo. Thigh er musclegulo sokto hoye
uthlo. Mone holo gota sorir theke sob rokto rosh linger mukh diye badh bhanga
plaboner moto oi haan er moddhe aachre porbe.


“ Ebare charo ok…” abhi da maa k nirdesh daye. Ma
mukh tole . Abar dujone chokha chukhi hoye. Bujhlam aamar motoi maar mone bishal
tolpar cholche. Abhi da maa k kache tene naye. Thonte chumu khaye. Ek hate pith
take joriye onno hate thont gola bukh pet tolpet beye haat take jounanger chule
bolat laglo. Tarpor thigh duto k du pase phak kore majher aangul ta k jounager
phake ghoshte ghoste bhetore chap diye dhokaye. Maa aaste kore komor ta k ektu koyek
secender jonno opore tule biporeetmukhi potikriyaye sara daye. Debu , glaase
drinks niye olpo olpo kore tate chumuk diccche r sei drissho enjoy korte laglo.
Aami upayontorheen vabe bose bose dekhte laglam maa ki vabe abhi da r gale
thonte chumu khacche. Onek ta ekta ghorer moddhe. Joto jore abhi da maar niche
aangul chalacche toto maa jeno gha khaoya magur macher moto chitke chitke uthche.


Erpor hotath korei maa k thele soriye dilo abhirup
da. Bollo ,” debu onekkhon dhore bose. Jao ok ektu khushi koro.” Maa nistej
hoye abhrup dar haat theke goriye
balishe sue porlo. Debu maa k haat dhore bosiye joriye dhorlo. Aami kono din
maak bibostro dekhi ni. Onek samay chan kore bhije kapore ghore aste dekhechi.
Tate kono din onno kono vabna mone asar ghotona
ghote ni. Aaj bhari pacha khana amar
kach theke matro der haat dure. Sudoul vabe nicher dike neme geche.
Debur buker opore thesh diye , ghare matha…ek haat diye debu k dhore onno haat
diye debur lingo khechte laglo. Porishromi adha sohorer mohila , se vabe sohure
bibider moto sorire chorbir aadhikko nei. Pachha tai ektu bhari r unchu. Ston
bishalakaye drishti kotu na holeo taar ekta gothon aachye ei boyeseo. Sei ston
niyei debo khela kore choleche. R haat take pacha porjonto tene niye mutho kore
tipche. Tepar chape phorsa pachaye
aanguler daag e lal hoye jacche. Miniute 10 ek por maa amar kache elo. Debu k
chere amar dike phirlo. Aabar chokha chukhi holo. Aami chokher dike takiye
thakte parlam na. Koyek sec er oi chokhe chokh porata jeno koto hazar bochor
dhore cheye aachi emon lagte laglo.
Kichuta itostoto vabei maa amake joriye dhorlo. Aami bujhte parlam na , ki
korbo. Aami pechon dike taal khelam oi soirer chape. Abhi da amake deoyale thesh
dite bole jayga ta chere dilo.


Maa aamar ghare mukh rakhlo. Groom niswas amar ghare
ese laglo. Bujhte parchi na ki korbo… joriye dhorbo na ki , emnii bose thakbo.
Maa amar chorano paar majhye banger moto kor boslo. Aasole aami to debuder moto
icche moto joriye dhora , aankde dhorte parchi na . Ekta sonkoch kaaj korche tokhono. Tai puro balance ta maa
k rakhte hocche. Oi vabe bosate , maar bukh duto aamar buker sathe lepte gelo.
Aamar niswas jore jore pora suru holo. Aami o bujhte parchi maa o jore swas
phelchi. Hotath kheyal holo , amar lingo abar sfito hoyeche , r seta maar jonir
chul chunye aachye. Aami nijek samlate
na pere pithe aste kore du haat rakhlam. Ber diye dhorlam. R nijer buker dike
chepe dhorlam. Maar sara sorir ta kepe uthlo seta bujht parlam. Ma ghare chumu
khete suru korlo. Aaguner moto lagchilo niswaser usshnota. Ami ei vabe r ektu
chepe dhorate bujhte parlam , sudhu ston
jugol na amar lingo r maa jounango eke poorer opor chepe royeche. Mone hote
laglo , e aami ki korchi? Ki dorkar aachye eto ta barabari korar. Ekta
durghotona ghote geche. Kichu ta samay joto ta somvob katiye katiye paar kore
deoya. Jemon khela seser miniute 15 jeta
team ja kore. Kintu ekhane to jeta na …ek bhison lojja . Bari giye mukho mukhi
hobo ki kore ? Ek din na bochorer por bochor ek sathe thakte hobe je. Na vabna
sec er moddhe aasche r miliye jaacche. Maa pakka professonalder motoi
amader tin jon k khushi korte chaiche.
Kintu keno? Hoyeto bari phire e sob kichuri uttor pabo.


Mon
ek kotha bolche r sorir onno kotha bolche. Maar jib jokhon aamar mukher bhetore jib niye khela korche tokhon
mone hocche aaro chepe dhori. Aamar sorrier sathe misiye dii. Ei bhison vabe
chapa chapi tea mar ondokose batha hote laglo. Aami ekta haat diye aandokos ta
k charate giye prothom onubhob korlam maar jounango. Jeta ektu aagye abhi da r
debu tipchilo , aangul dhokachhilo. Khor khore mota chul. Mathar chuler moto
na. du dabna du pase thakaye majhkhan ta phak
hoye aachye . Sekhanei chepe aachye aamar lingo ta. Amar mon jeno osohaye hoye uthte laglo.


“ Magir gand ta besh , tai na re debu.” Bolei abhi da
pachaye ekta chor marlo. Khub jore na . Kintu chotash kor awaj holo.” Maa mukh
theke thont baar kore bollo ,” uff , evabe mero na.”


“O sob to sunbo na. Tumi bolecho kono kichutei apotti
nei. Ekhon keno abar nagra bazi.” Abhi
da bollo.


“Apu taratari chaar ebar , nesha ta dhoreche. Ebare
maagi ta khabo re.” Maar khabar bhoye ki
na jani na , maa make aaro jore chepe dhorlo . buke matha rakhlo. R aami
onubhob korlam buker maar groom niswas. Aami maar cheharar ojon samlanor jonno
komor ta du hate joriye dhorlam. Dhire dhire amar tolpeter opor maar tolpet k
chap dite laglam. Amader dujoner jounango tokhon eke opor k chepe dhore
rekheche jano. Hotah kheyal holo amar buk ta bhije bhije lagche. Ekta seer seer
kore neme jacche bhije kichu dhara. Aami maar mukh ta du hate tule dhorlam.
Dekhlam du chokhe jol. Aami aste kore
jol ta muche dilam. Ora keu maar mukh dekhte paii ni karon ora amar ulto dike
bosechilo. Sudhu debu rongo kore bollo ,” Ki re preme pore geli na ki?
Nayiikader moto du hate mukh tule dhore sohag korchish.” Abhi da hese bollo ,”
Prothom to , aabeg tai eto besi.”


Mon
theke chaichilam na bairer chele duto maar sathe ei sob kore. Tai jotokhon
paari ei vabe maa k oder theke dure soriye rakhte chaichilam. Maar bhorat stone
matha rekhe sei soisober tripti pete chaichilam .Kintu dui nari purusher
jounanger ghorson amake unmmad kore tulechilo. Majhye majhye nijeke sonjoto
korte na pere maar pacha ta k nijer linger opor jore chepe dhorte r charte
laglam.


Abhi da onek ta jor korei amar kach theke ma k tene
nilo. Maa bichanaye sue porlo. Haat duto bhaj kore opor dike tola. Abhi da dui
hantur majhye boslo. Taar sfito lingo soja hoye dariye. Motao besh.


“ Condom pore nao.” Maa bollo.


“ Na , aamra keu porbo na.”


“Aids hole?” Maa bollo. Abhi da bollo “Bhoye nei.
Jene sunei direct intercourse korchi . Bipod kichu ghotar somvobona thakle
tomake bipode pheltam na. Trust us.” Aami jani maa , amake chara karokei trust korbe na. Kintu jani
na kon baddhobadhokotaye maa raji hoye gelo. Aamar chokher samne abhi dar lingo
ta aaste aaste maar jonir gorte dhuke gelo. Seta je khub sohoje hoye ni seta maar
mukher potikriya dekhe bojha gelo. Sei muhurte chokh mukh kuchke taari
abhibekti prokash korlo maa. Maa du paa
diye abhi dar komor ta k joriye dhorlo. Tari majhkhan diye abhidar medheen
sorir ta pichle aagye pichu korte laglo. AC ghorer nistobdhotta k khan
khan kore poch! Poch! Kore ekta sobdo
gota ghore gunjorito hote laglo. R maa r
gola diye ossfuto aah ! aah!..aah! sobdo ek lohomaye aamar boyes bohugun bariye
diye jete laglo. Hotath chopat kore ekta
chorer aawaje aamar sombit phirlo. Maar dui thigher majhkhan theke abhi da
lingo ta k baar kore aanlo , r maa k ulto hoye jete bollo. Maa jontuder moto
hantu gere char haat paaye bhor diye unchu hoye daralo. Jemon ta thik ,
bacchara boyesko der pithe other jonno ghora hote bole. Maar du paar majher
phank ta ektu soriye abhi da nije hantu bhanj kore uthhito lingo ta pechon dik
theke joni te probishto koralo. Maa ghar nichu koraye ek dhal kaalo chul samner
dik diye niche jhule porlo.


“ Ei abhi da , maagir mukhtai to dekhte pacchi na. “
debu ei bole mathar chul sob suddhu pither opore tule dilo. Tobuo chuler onek
ongsoi goriye mukher kichu ongso dheke dite laglo. Bhari ston duto abhidar
thaper sathe sathe dulte laglo. Hotath debo ekta osomvob kaaj kore boslo. Jodio
desi , bidesi holud molate ei rokom chobi koyekbar dekhechii. Debu taar lingo
ta maar mukher samne dhorlo jate maa chuste pare. Hantu mure ekjon maar pechone
, r onno jon maar samne …duto lingo maar sorrier dui phuntoye probishto. Aami kebol aamar lingo ta k muthote chepe
bose ei drisso dekhe jacchi. Jodio ektu badei dujone lingo ta k baar kore nilo.
R maa abar aagyer moto abhi da r komor beshton kore thap khete laglo. Abhi da
maar maii duto muthor moddhe diye kochlate laglo. Ek samay abhida hotath ek jor
thap diye maar sorrier opor netiye porlo. Tarpor pori lingo ta k these these
joni gorve dhokanor chesta korlo , porokhonei eliye porlo maar sorrier opor.
Maa koapaler opor haat rekhe aamar ulto dike mukh ta phiriye hapate laglo. Abhi
daa r birjokholon hoyeche seta bojhai gelo. Lingo ta k tene baar kore maar
pasei eliye porlo. Maar Hantu bhaj kora thigh duto du pase eliye pore aachye. R
majhkhaan e jonir mukh theke abhi daar sada birjo goriye bed covere porte
laglo.


Abhi daa sore jetei debu taar lingo ta k maar sorire
probesh koralo.


Abhi daa bollo ,” Debu apu k chaar ebar. Pore tui
korish.”


”Na Na , aami korbo na . Aami to dekhe nilam .Pore
onno kau k aaj na. plz.” Aami kenkiye uthlam.


“ Ei charo to abhi daa , baal ta abar nyakami suru
koreche. Mood tar gand mere debe. Aagye kore nii maagi ta k tarpor dekhbo o ki
vabe na kore.” Debu khechiye uthe kothagulo bolei thapate laglo. Maar thonte
mukhe chumu dite laglo debu. Eivabe kichukhon korar por aachomka abhi dar motoi
lingo ta baar kore aanlo. Tarpor Maa k bollo , “ Uthe poro amar opore . Debu
soja chit hoye sue porlo , taar khada dhon ta soja chater dike takiye. Maa uthe daralo . du paar majhkhane sayito
debu. Aste aaste komor namiye guder phutota debur khada dhoner mukhe lagiye
niche chap dite laglo. Aaste aaste puro lingotai dhuke gelo maar peter bhetore.
Eto khone bhalo kore dekhlam chule bhora tin kona unchu guder majhkhaner chera
ongso ta, Lalche hoye aachye. Maa debur kole bose aagye piche aste aste narrate
laglo. Du haat samner dike bhor rakhate maai duto debur muthor moddhe chilo ,
sei maii duto k bhison vabe chotkate laglo. Majhye moddhe maa “ ahh..lagche..”
bole uthte laglo. Tarpor aste aste nijer komor ta k tule namate othate laglo.
Pistoner motoi ekbar debur lingo ta beriye aaschye abar dhuke jacche. Dujonei
sitkaar diye uthlo. Hotath kore debu maa k joriye dhore palti khelo. Maa ekhon
debur sorrier tolay. Chorano uru r thigher moddhe diye debur lingo ta tibro
bege dhukche berocche. Thik jemon majh math theke ball niye oponenter goaler
dike bol niye chute chole .Tarpor paayer instep e ek short. Ekhane maal thik
thak dhukeche seta bojha gelo maar “ahhhh….!” Chitkare. Lingo ta k baar kore maar
mukher samne dhore bollo , “Chuse porishkaar kore de.” Maa balish theke matha
tule eliye pora dhon ta mukhe pure chuste laglo. Tarpor thu thu kore mejhete
thutu phello sathe debur sada birjer kichu ongso.


Maa
k eto ta bidhosto aagye dekhi ni. Mathar chul elomelo. Tarpor bollo ,” tomra
boso aami bathroom theke aaschi.”


“ Ki re kemon laglo? “ abhi daa chokh nachiye bollo.
“ Bol bol . solid maal ekta. Poysa ushul.”


“ Maal ta k pele kotha theke , abhi da?” debu jigesh
korlo.


- “ Eta jaar flat , taar mddhome. Magi ta bidhoba.
Ekta cheleo aachye .”


- “Haan se to peter daag dekhei bujhechi…sada sada
scrach mark.”


- “Maal ta aajkei prothom bazare nemeche.”


- “ mane? “


- “ mane abar ki? Bor morar aagye chude baccha poyda
kore diye jabar por r keu chode ni…..”


- “ Ei jonno maal ta ektu onno rokom, well co-oparetive. Onno kono magi hole koto bhan
tara korto.”


- “ …. Kaporer babsa kore . oi door to door . Onek
taka aamar bondhur kache baki pore aachye. Actually ota oder family business.
Marowari maal. Poysa ta thik bojhye…..”


Ei sob kotha bolte bolte
maa bathroom theke beriye ghore ese dhuklo. Aamar buk ta abar kepe uthlo.
Sompurno langto amar maa. Amar jonmodatrri. Aajker aagye kono din ei vabe dekhi
ni. Sudhu kono exam dite jabar aagye , kimba bhalo kaje beronor aagye paa e
pronam korar samay paar pata kimba aangul gulo dekhechi. Khub besi hole chan
kore bhije gaye jokhon saari joriye ghore dhukto tokhon maai er ekta aadol
chokhe porto . chokhe porto peter r komorer khaj . Jokhon chokhe porechilo
tokhon kintu ei sob vabnar moddhei aani ni. Kintu aaj jeno sei sob muhurto play
backer moto aamar chokhe bhaste laglo. Aamar maa k eto sundori dekhte ei 38
bochor boyeseo seta aagye kono dini upolobhi kori ni. Bathroome jaoya r pherar
pothe maar sei ongo soustob dekhe sotti gorbito hoyechilam. Nitol pachaye
kothao ektu bhanj pore ni. Toll khaye ni. Sudhu komorer ektu opore du pase ektu chorbir aabhash
kuchke mota hoye phule achye. R samne pherar samay ja dekhlam , ta jano kono
bhaskorer khodai kora murti. Aamar kache matri mutri. Emintei amar maa khub
phorsa. Maiier bonta gulo halka khoyeri . Jodio sei halka vaab ta thik se rokom
halka na ja aami bidesi boiyer chobigulo te dekhechi. Bhaari stonjugol
bishalakaye na tobe sudoul. Nicher dike bhare jhule thakleo ekebare bhaar chere
daye ni. Issot unnoto. Olpo med jukto tolpet periye chokh pichle pore kaalo
chule bhora jounange. Eto ghonochul je bhetorer kichui chokhe pore na. Sada
kolagacher moto moshrin thigh duto sei
ghono kalo tinkona onge giye miseche. Ei ulongo naari deho dekhe khoniker jonno
bhule giyechilam jake dekhchi se amar maa. Aamar gorvodhari ni.


“ Aadai te baje re apu ,
dekhte dekhte 4 te beje jabe. Ghor char
te hobe.: Abhi da bole uthlo.


Maa pase ese boslo. Ei rokom onekbari ghore ese
boseche amar pase. Tai bosar dhoron ta amar chena. Kintu aaj poribesh alada ,
poristhiti alada. Porsporer sathe kotha na boleo aamra thik kore niyechi aaj ei
muhurte aamra keu kau k chini na. chinbo na . Chinle amader dujoner samajik dik diye bhoyonkor bipod. Aamar college lekhapora ,
khela dhula sob jabe. Gota college dhi dhi por jabe. Sob cheye boro kotha debu , abhi da ekbaar
janle rojkaar ekta phurtir jayga hoye darabe amader baari. R amader bari sohore
na. Je keu kau k chinbena. K ki korlo onner toyakka nei.


Maa amar lingo ta dhorlo. Nicher dike chokh namano.
Linger chamra ta pechon dike tene sorate laglo. Aami ki korbo ei muhurte bujhye
uthte parchilam na. Eto sonkoch hocchilo. Maar hater ghorsone lingo ta aabar
sfito hoye uthlo. Gota sorir jure tibro ek roktoshrot jeno amar longer dikei
dhabito hote laglo. Hotath kore swas bondhu hoye jabar jogar holo jeno. Buker
bhetor ta adbhut vabe sunnotar srishti korlo. Nijer kanei jeno sunte pachhilam
hripinder sobdo jano dramer moto dum dum kore bajche. Ek samay lingto chere
aamar haat ta dhorlo . Aste aste amar haat take nijer lomos jounanger opore
rakhlo. Sara sorir ta aabar kapuni dite laglo. Kalo chule bhora tin kona ekta
dhipi . Aamar aangulgulo jeno tokhon
swadhin. Sudhu aangul keno sorrier prottek ongo tokhon swadhin. Kono ongoi amar
mostishker nirdesh mante naraj. Tai aaste aste aapsei mutho kore dhorlam. Khor
khore , besir vaag chulgulo aadha golakar. Mathar chuler moto patla noye. Mutho
chartei amar aangulgulo kankrar darar moto chulgulor moddhe khele berate laglo.
Anuvob korlam ekta chera ongso tin kona mangsolo ongser majhkhan diye nicher
dike neme geche. Sekhane ekta chotto motor danar moto mangsor dela sfito hoye
aachye. Du aangul diye ota chepe dhortei , maar thigher muscles gulo kepe
uthlo. Maa ovabe haate chaap deoaye aami
ekta aangul diye gol dana ta k nokh diye aanchor kat te laglam…majhye majhye
sei khajer du pase purusto thonter moto ongso ta chapte laglam…kokhono ba aaro
nicher dike aangul ta k niye ghoste laglam.


“ Nara , Nara…ota k jore jore nara.” Abhi da bikrto
swore bole uthlo. “ Ota k ki bole janish? Putki. Meyeder micro penis…ha…ha…ha.
Obosso daktari bhasaye ekta naam aachye , clit. Joto narabi tor phulrani toto gorom
khabe,” Sunyei haat ta soriye nilam. Aami na jene koutohol bosoto haat diye
phelechilam .


“ Phulrani go…e ekkebare virgin chele go . Kochi
nachoda maal.” Bishri vabe hate mudra kore abhi daa bole othe. “ Dao dao , or
nunu ta chuse dao.”


Maa matha nichu kore aamar uttejito purusango ti
aabar nijer mukher moddhe pure nilo.
Aami abar uttejonaye maar jounange haat diye ghoste suru korlam . Ghoste ghoste
aangul ta nicher sei rohosse ghera nisiddho guhaye dhukiye dilam. Bhetor ta
bhije bhije pichhil. Aami aangul ta aaste aaste ghorate laglam. Maa dui thigh
diye aamar haat ta ke chepe dhorte laglo. Tahole ki maar o aabar uttejonna elo?
Chii ! chii ! e ki korchi. Ekta durbhaggo jonok porishthitir sujog nicchi? Haat
ta maar joni theke tene baar kore nilam. Aasole ekta jinish pore onuvob korechi
, ek dike mon onno dike sorir , ei dui er lodai e pore aami bibhranto hoye
porchilam. R maa o ba ki , amake niye eto barabari na kortei to pare.
Porokhonei mone hoyeche nijeke r amake bachate er baire r kono poth nei hoyeto.
Aachomka maa amake chere bichanaye chit
hoye sue porlo. Pa duto tule hantu bhanj
kore dupase mele dilo. Khali nijer moddhe lodai korte laglam aamar abar joriye
dhora ta thik hobe? Ebare joriye dhora mane to sei pap kaaje lipto hoya. Buker
bhetor ta abar phaka hoye jete laglo. Swas nite jeno kosto hocchilo. Maa r du
paar phank e nijer sorir take goliye dilam . Aami maar sorrier opore. Onuvob
korlam aamar penish maar jonir sathe chepe aachye. Sorir r moner tibro lodai te haar maan lo
mon. Japte dhorlam maar bogoler tola diye kadh ta k. Komor ta k tule aamar
penish ta k sei probesh dware samne anar chesta korte laglam. Oggotar ovabe
thik moto nijeke position korte parchilam na . Ek samay onuvob korlam maar
aanguler sporso . Thik jayga moto pensih ta k dhore chap dilo. Aamio samay
nosto na kore chap dilam. Nimeser modddhe sobtai bhetore chole gelo. Etokhone
oder dekha dekhi onek kichui sikhe gechi. Aste aste komor ta ghoste suru
korlam. Du haat diye maa amake buke joriye dhorlo. Aamar gaal maar gale ghosa
lagte laglo. Gaal theke mukh tule sei
prothom chokhe chokh rakhlam. Maa onno dike takiye sei nidarun
porishthiti k samlanor chesta kort e laglo. Aami komorer movement barate
laglam. Maa ummm!..Ummmmm! korte laglo. Bollam . “lagche?Tomar…” Maa ghar nere
bollo ,” Na”. Aami thaper matra barate laglam. Mone hote laglo kichu ekta
bhetorer dike tanche. Sei poch ! poch ! sobdo ta abar kane bhese elo. Elo pathari thonte mukhe chumu
khete laglaam eke onner. Norom ston duto
amar buker chape pisto. Kichukhoner moddhe gota sorire jhakuni diye aamar somosto
pran baau jeno maar jounango susue nilo. Chitke chitke uthe tin char baar
sompurno lingo ta ka maar Jonite chepe dhorlam. Tar pro gota sorir nistej hoye
maar gayei sue thaklam. Eliye pora amar lingo ta tokhon bachha sisur moto hele
poreche ek side e. Jibone prothombar sompurno purush hobar obhigota holo aaj.
Obosso chaiio ni , ei vabe kono obhigota hok. Aamake thele soriye diye ora
dujone mile aabar jhapiye porlo maar opor. Aami chup kore dekhte laglam , ki
vabe maar sorir ta k chire khacche ora. Eto din desi bidesi holud molater boi
te ja ja dekhechi sei drissho jibonto hoye aamar samne uthe aaschilo. Aami
osohayer moto sudhu cheye roilam sei drissher dike. Ora dujonei aaro ekbar kore
maar sathe jouno milon ghotalo. Maa kator hoye bollo ,” tomra ebar charo , aami
r parchi na.” Kintu ora keu sunlo na . Borong amakeo oder sathe sei mangso
tukro ta k bhokkhon korar jonno dakte laglo. Aami obosso r jaii ni. Vabchilam ,
praye sare tin te baje . Ebare phirte hobe. Kintu kothaye? Kaar kache? Kon
ghore? Bari phire dujone mukho mukhi ki kotha bolbo? Keno ma emon poth bachlo.
Aagyeo ki eivabe nijeke bikri koreche? Na ki aaji prothom? Ora to bollo
prothom. Tahole ebare financial chrisis ta besi chilo jaar jonno ei pothe namte
holo? Nana vabna , nana proshno moner modhe ghur paak khete laglo. Eke eke maa
k chere ora bathroome dike gelo. Pase sue aachye biddhosto ekta narri. Nijeke
tule bosanor moto hoyeto khomota lupto hoyeche. Debu uthe jetei , maar chorano
haat ta nijer muthor moddhe nilam. Maa ekbar amar dike chailo. Nijeke aabrito
korar kono chestai korlo na. Lokkho korlam chokher kone eek phota jol toltol
korche. Kono rokome nijeke samle haaater mutho chariye bathroomer dike tolte
tolte chole gelo.


Sedin
onek ratrri kore ses train dhori. Cell phon e dekhlam maar kora 10 /12 ta
missed call. Aasole sunteo paii ni. Eki rokom swaririk , manosik vabe biddhosto
hoye bari phiri . Onagoto bhobisote ei durghotona kon andhokar deke aanbe ta
vebe vebe kul kinara kore uthte parlam na.
Ek ghorer moddhe nesa groshto manusher moto dorjaar opor aachre porlam.
Obbhash bosoto haat ta thik thak door bell ti k chap ditei ding ding kore bell
ti beje uthlo.


Somapto.